I: The start

"Being in this responsibility of creating a story isnt that easy, i have to pull out all the possible things in my mind and make it real right in front of my reader's eyes..."
- MAY
"Sitting in front of this desktop and thinking of the right words to type in this computer is what that keeps my life going for 1 whole day. It is my job,...it is what that gives me money. So no matter how I'd almost like to scream, i have to break it on, It's not appropriate for a writer like me to complain..."

We'll I think being in this task is much better than any job in the world...here, all you have to do is to type down in the keyboard all the thoughts that keeps pooping out in my mind, check whether my gramar is right, and pull the right adjectives that will fit in the emotions that i want to convey...that's it,,,no more other worries of hurrying for meetings, attending forums...
I decided to become a writer for one good reason, I'm an expressionist, ...I'd always like to express whatever feelings/emotions that enthralls me, that's it...

It's better to be here, being alone,doing what i have to do....well im not an anti social person, secluding myslef to the real world full of people..people with different stories to tell...about their lives...and of course love...

like them, I 've been through those experiences also...got so many challenges,..got lost and got back again...fell in love with the wrong person, and with the "right" person...


It was long years ago, years when i still dont have these gray hairs in my head, times when Kamikazee was still in the mainstream, and moments when friendster was talk of the town...

That was thirty years ago...not now that I'm already 51...