100 things about Dwen...

1.) Myspace...that myspace is a good cyberplace to seek friends...

2.) The impression that you have changed in me...-you became God's answer to my prayers...

3.) You gave me a reason that life is still worthwhile to live for...

4.) That"teddybears" were really lovable...you taught me to love them too bcos they were your favorite...

5.) That football is also called as futsall or rugbi...(that I didnt know b4)

6.) You taught me the goodness in heart of every muslim people...

7.) You taught me to become a computer addict..(which I wasnt doing b4)

8.) To stay late at night just to wait for your phone calls...

9.) That I could also be called as "Bubble"

10.) To know and learn some malay phrases...

11.) That every 11th day of every month is a special day for me...

12.) Caring!!! ("I worry about you dear!" is your favorite tagline...)

13.) Trusting and believing in me!
14.) Accepting me for who I am.
15.) Sharing yourself to me!
16.) Being Kind!!
17.) Being a unique person!
18.) Understanding!
19.) When you make and throw a joke on me...

20.) Your "Mojo Jojo"__expression... "I am bad I am Evil.."

21.) For giving me a chance to meet a new bestfriend...Niña Risa Calso...

22.) Everytime you say Saya cinta awak...

23.) Everytime you ask me if I ate already...

24.) Everytime you ask how am i.
25.) Everytime you imiitate my __expression of "UU" over the phone...

26.) Everytime that I would hear your voice

27.) That giggles whenever we talk

28.) Everytime you tell me to sleep early.
29.) Everytime i hear you laughing
30.) Everytime you say thank you.
31.) Everytime you ask me if I already logged in ("Are you there?")

32.) Everytime you tell me that you cannot find a person like me there in malaysia

33.) I love to reminisce those happy moments whenever we chat...
34.) Everytime I send you smileys in ym for our jokes...

35.) Those E-cards that you send to me...
36.) Those times that im txting with you.
37.) Those times that you make missed calls.
38.) Those times whenever i think of you.

39.) That 1 ringgit that you sent to me...

40.) Evrytime im seeing your picture.

41.) Making testimonials to your friendster...

42.) The time whenever God is using u as an instrument for me to become inspired in life

43.) The time whenever im dreaming of you

44.) Those memories of sharing my thoughts with you..

45.) Telling me about your sprains and injury that you got from that rugbi game with your friends...now there is already someone from there to take care of them....

46.) That you were the only person who is sending me letters in my aunts house..

47.) That you are a big fat monster accdg to Niña (hehehehe)

48.) That you are a car addict...

49.) You influenced me to know more about SKa and Reggae music..

50.) About that of Bob Marley...

51.) Sending me sweet testimonials..

52.) That unforgetable moment of calling me and greeting me "Happy Birthday" at exactly 12 am of my birthday!..(I was still touched till now of that...)

53.) God allowed our roads to intersect..

54.) that long distance relationship is possible..(In some instances)
55.) whenver u hug and smack me(in fone and ym...hehe)=)
56.) For the support (you are the President of my Fan's club.! hehehe)

57.) For your prayers for me (a speech for my award.haha)
58.) That you love to eat

59.) That you have a scar on your forehead...

60.) That you fell on a tree and your parents still dont know about it (I will tell them
hahahahahahah!
61.) That fateful day of JANUARY 21, 2004....
62.) That you also went on the "Sesame Street School" like

63.) The true meaning of the song RIGHT HERE WAITING FOR YOU...(i heard it over the radio earlier...sigh..)

64.) That your name is taken for a singer...

65.) You love car racing...and you tried when you were only 11 years old to race with your neighbor...

66.) Your favorite songs were "I Miss you" by Blink 182 and My Immortal by Evanescence...

67.) You love to play with Luth always..and he as well like to pull your hair...

68.) That Chocolate is your favorite junkfood

69.) Nestle crunch and Black Forest...(nyam! nyam!)

70.) Like to drive car around 80 km/h till 120 km/h..

71.) That I could also be a good filipino language teacher to you...

72.) That your favorite dish is the one that your grandma cooks for you..(Rice with Coconut milk and Fish?)

73.) The way you pronounce my name..which is far and different from others...(Mya)

74.) "You are not alone"...the song you send to me...

75.) Every June 20 that will come....

76.) Every August 11 that will come...

77.) You love to have a restaurant someday...like me

78.) That you love to play snooker..or billiards

79.) That Long -distance relationship is possible....

80.) That Kuala Lumpur is also called as KL...

81.) That piece of heart that you enlosed with your letter for me...

82.) You taught me to be faithful.................................................................................

83.) That duet song with you while chatting.."RHW"

84.) To keep those letters from you...

85.) Your dream of working in a company like where you bro. man uses to work...

86.) That you are closer to your mother...

87.) About Farah Lyanah...

88.) About Eqiz Heyya...( Atiqui)

89.) UM...Universiti Malaya

90.) Ate Ina..Ate Min,..Luth..and the younger one..

91.) The true meaning of the word "PATIENCE"

92.) That there is no assurance in this world...

93.) That you have to leave something for your self in loving someone....

94.) That moving on is a long process....

95.) To give and let go...

96.) To love unconditionally...

97.) To learn how to forgive and forget...

98.) The term "Sayang" .....

99.) The name "Mohd. Ridzuan Ab. Rahim...

100.) Dwen, all the 99 things are nothing without this one left unsaid thing..all of those would mean nothing or maybe too shallow...They are nothing compare with this one...which you ought to know...actually, the most important thing that could put into summary all of those 99 things...And that is simply Y_O_U. all of those would be senseless without your presence...and if not because of you.Your strengths, weaknesses, positive, negative, and all of those things that I came to know about you from knowing of almost 1 year and 7 months..I know that there are still a lot of things that I wasnt able to know about you....and that i'll discover from you.Maybe i wont get the cahnce to know a lot more...but although time is ending up for that,..Im still thankful..thankful that somehow I came to meet a person like you..Unbelievably how we met...Thank you for giving me a chance to know you..to be a part of your life and for everything...I wont let this chance pass of not thanking you for everything...cos I may not have the second chance again to say them in the future...Maraming Salamat..terimah kasi...thanks very much.....

Hope youll find serenity...fidelity...confidence...happiness...and everything....


And Im hoping too that I could find that next happy chapters after moving along these pages
of my wonderful storybook....without you.